Yu Enze stared at long summer stupefied. For a moment, he said that there was a gentle warm current surging in his body, but his heart still ached faintly.
Over and over again, long summer brought Yu Enze to boil the traditional Chinese medicine Yu Enze, and over and over again, he still knocked over long summer without saying a word and smiled bitterly, and then bent down to pick up the broken glass repeatedly.
When she picked it up, did she see the broken glass fragments on the surface or Yu Enze’s broken heart? She couldn’t be angry with him. She had a bag. He understood that he tried his best to mend his broken heart, so that he would regain his courage to face the gloomy life before him.
Yu Enze is lying in his hospital bed with his back to long summer. Every time long summer goes to pick up the broken glass pieces, his heart is like being cut inch by inch by a sharp dagger. He hurts long summer and he is willing to be wronged. He hates himself for letting long summer leave him and deliberately making things difficult for her.
Finally, when long summer came to Yu Enze on the tenth trip to cook Chinese medicine, she would be broken by broken glass pieces and wrapped in layers of gauze. She showed Yu Enze her ten fingers. "Enze, if you have the heart to watch my hand get bloody by broken glass pieces, you can continue to knock over Chinese medicine. Anyway, you don’t care about me."
Yu Enze looked at long summer injured by him, and his fingers seemed to be dripping with blood. His fingers on his side could not help but scratch the sheets. He didn’t respond coldly and turned his head away to look at long summer.
"I’ll put the medicine on the table for you to drink or not." Although long summer is full of words, he gives a commanding momentum. "You want me to continue to break it if I can’t pick up the brush to design jewelry.
You always say that your leg has been abolished, then can I also say that if my hand is abolished, we will be the same, both of them are incomplete, so I can’t leave you, because two incomplete people are truly complete together? "
"Get out of here. I don’t want to see you." Yu Enze still said coldly with his back to long summer.
Long summer bowed her head and bit her lip, and the needle pricked her heart. She turned her back to her. Yu Enze pretended to be in the so-called state. "Okay, I’ll go out, but you won’t see me. But this medicine didn’t hurt you. You give me the medicine." Then she walked out of the ward with hurried steps and gently closed the door.
At the moment when she walked out of the ward, long summer running all the way drowned herself in the fierce rain, and the ice and rain cut her thin body like a knife. She ran hard and ran all the time, not knowing where she was going. Rain and tears blurred her vision and could not see the road ahead.
A stone tripped over her foot, and she fell to the ground and fell into a river, crying in the cold rain. She couldn’t wait to vent all her depression, and her fists were smashed repeatedly, and the cold ground was splashed with water, and her face was wet with tears as if she had been slapped again and again.
"Su Lixia, is that all you have to do? Why do you want to cry? Can you fight for some gas?" long summer hated herself for shedding tears easily and secretly blamed herself. "Enze just scared you with one look. You are like this, like taking care of him and taking him to out of the dark."
"Su Lixia, don’t cry. You can’t cry and can’t solve the problem. You can’t cry, do you hear?" The more long summer forced himself not to cry, the more tears flowed, the more emotional lines collapsed.
When long summer’s head sounded crisp and raining, who quietly held up an umbrella? "long summer, stop crying and life will continue." The man familiar with the low-alcohol voice carefully helped her up.
:
Chapter one hundred and forty Then I will leave you
"Yue Fan, how are you?" long summer looked up and quickly dried his face, mixed with rain and tears, puzzled and confused.
"So many things have happened in long summer." Liu Yuefan didn’t answer long summer’s question, but looked at her lovingly with gauze fingers.
"I’m fine" long summer’s face soon returned to normal. Considering that Liu Yuefan and Xiaowa are now on guard, "You should go back to the recovery room to take care of Xiaowa, and don’t let others see us cause some unnecessary misunderstandings together." Then long summer wants to leave.
"long summer" Liu Yuefan decisively took long summer’s hand and stopped her to see his gentle eyes. "It’s really a little wow. Let me come and see you. She’s worried that you’re holding back the sad people and complaining about your depression. You know that it’s not very convenient for Xiaowa to recuperate now, so she asked me to comfort you on her behalf."
Long summer was moved by Xiaowa’s thoughtfulness. She watched the landing seriously. Yuefan’s words were serious. "Yuefan Xiaowa and I are sisters. She likes you very much. I hope you will treat her well."
"I will." Liu Yuefan’s eyes are firm. At this moment, he seems to have a lot of emotions, but he doesn’t know how to start. He holds long summer’s hand. "long summer, now I have found the other half that really suits me. Thank you for letting me know such a good girl."
There is a faint sparkle in the eyes. Liu Yuefan’s look is suddenly complicated. "Although we can’t be together, I still hope and wish you and Enze can enter the marriage hall."
I know that you are a person who doesn’t look back easily and will never give up what people have done. You are happy. You must grit your teeth and hold on. You must believe that everything will be fine and everything will pass. Xiaowa and I will always support you. "
Long summer’s bad mood seems to be gradually relieved. No matter how she is, she has never been alone. She has love, her family and her bosom friend. She is not alone.
"Thank you, Yuefan." Now she can say to Liu Yuefan with a heartfelt thank you.
Long summer took a deep breath and then made me relaxed and cheerful. She smiled at Liu Yuefan. "Yuefan, I feel much better. I hope you and Xiaowa will stop worrying about me. I will adjust my mentality and take good care of grace.
You go home. Go back and have a good time with Xiaowa. She really suffered a lot with me during this period. I feel really guilty about her. "
"Everyone in long summer will be a family in the future, so we should share weal and woe, and we must say such a stranger." Liu Yuefan’s eyes are soft.
The thin fog blurred the feelings hidden in Lu Yuefan’s eyes. He looked at long summer in a low and gentle tone. "Some people in long summer say that if two people who once loved each other can’t be together in the end, the best way is to forget you in the Jianghu. Frankly speaking, I can’t do it at all. I can’t love you anymore, but I can’t forget you."
Liu Yuefan reached out and gently caressed long summer’s cold cheeks and lips, evoking a bitter but comforting smile. "Although you and I have no love, there are still three precious emotions of friendship and family. You have kept the two for the longest time for me. This is not a great favor for me.
If it weren’t for you, maybe I wouldn’t have met the most important person in my life. Xiaowa and Xiaowa are the people that the Ministry of Love, Friendship and Family is willing to give to me, and so am I to her.
Now I am very pleased, happy and happy. All this is brought by you. Thank you, long summer. Thank you so much. "
Long summer smiled lightly, and then she gave Liu Yuefan a big hug in the previous step. She buried her head in Liu Yuefan’s broad shoulders. "Yuefan, don’t thank me. Everything is an act of God. I really feel happy to see you and Xiaowacheng spend the rest of your life with each other."
Just like you said that we will all be a family after, and families will never be separated. Everyone of us must live happily. "
"long summer, can I ask you one last question?" Liu Yuefan hugged long summer and a drop of hot tears slipped down his cheek.
"What’s the problem?" long summer didn’t shy away and still clung to Liu Yuefan’s arms.
After a short silence, Liu Yuefan slowly spoke, "long summer, have you ever loved me?"
Long summer got up from Liu Yuefan’s arms and her eyes were as clear as water. "I loved you, but that was once, not now or later."
The answer is beyond Liu Yuefan’s expectation. long summer refused to let him once. long summer did not love him. long summer once had him in his heart.
"long summer has you, this sentence is enough. You loved me less." Liu Yuefan smiled with relief, but long summer answered that he was happy and inexplicable, but there was a kind of pain.
"Go home, I should also go back to the ward to see grace." long summer patted Liu Yuefan’s shoulder and turned to leave.
"long summer took the umbrella" Liu Yuefan handed long summer the umbrella in his hand.
"No, it doesn’t matter if you get wet." long summer pushed the umbrella to Liu Yuefan again. She opened her palm to block her forehead and ran quickly to the ward where Yu Enze lived.
Watching long summer’s thin and slim figure gradually disappear, Liu Yuefan didn’t leave in the rain for a long time.
When long summer returned to the ward, Yu Enze was already asleep in the hospital bed. He finally drank the medicine on the bedside table. long summer had been tucking Yu Enze for a whole day. She felt exhausted and yawned over her lips.
Yu Enze turned his back on long summer and opened his eyes. Actually, he pretended to be asleep because he was worried that long summer had never fallen asleep and heard long summer walk into the ward.
Long summer lay on Yu Enze’s bedside and went to sleep quickly. Yu Enze quietly turned around and looked at long summer’s haggard face. His heart ached like a cocoon.